Energy rising
Hitting heights only to fall
Inevitably
Energy rising
Hitting heights only to fall
Inevitably
Every time I wonder, ‘Is it just me?’
It never is.
Florence Ondré
by Florence Ondré 8/5/13
Project Hope has helped us cope
With surviving superstorm sandy
Victim’s pace given space
Unwrapped us like Halloween candy
Waves came in crashing; homes and lives smashing
In aftermath, sane was old news
Broken and bent; energy spent
We straggled in by ones and twos
Stranger than fiction, our stories of friction
Sparked up a new kind of flame
Within difference in some, rose a new kind of one
Acknowledging so much the same
A circle was born in piece-mealish form
Leading onward by gentlest crew
Sometimes we’re myopic and slightly off topic
Still one as we all muddle through
In rants, tears and raving, our own lives we’re saving
While feeling we’ve gone down the drain
A labrynthian reeling without any ceiling
Upheaves every cell of our brain
Rules change hours by day; in Machiavellian way
To hamper and truncate our path
Driven b.s. crazy, we’re a little less hazy
By Monday night’s sharing our wrath
Overwhelming sadness gains glimpses of gladness
With topics for practising focus
Unravelling together helps us all weather
Seeing real under pure hocus pocus
We curse worse than sailors; we’re weepers and wailers
Losers of faith, family, friends
We’re tattered and torn; on winds of change shorn
Of all we thought we could depend
Each week we unfold; heart warm from the cold
Tentative, baby skin new
Bedraggled and strange; shocked, rearranged
With courage, we show up the few
Patience at nil; in repetitive drill
It can look like we’re stuck in the mud
Then just when we’re weary of hearing things dreary
Insight can land with a thud
Understanding arises with smiles and surprises
Just when we think that we’re done
The importance we share is the fact that we care
When the rest of the world’s cut and run
Recovery’s brutal with not much in neutral
Nothing of rest or reprieve
With lies and deceit the dim, daily treat
Monday night is our one sure relieve
We can say what we wouldn’t in couldn’t and shouldn’t
Honesty down to the core
Without judge and jury, emptying sorrow and fury
Eases this surgical chore
A word on an easel helps with retrieval
Of strengths we’ve forgotten we had
Giving us pause and plausible cause
To see our inner good in a mountain of bad
In this circle, there’s quiet, weird rhythm and riot
As we talk, listen, flail and sit still
The longer we stay, we learn each in our own way
That the road is not always uphill
And if only brief moment in constant, contentious foment
There’s a place to speak honest, truth, free
Here victims can rise through any storm skies
To become victors eventually.
Thank you, Chris, Jackie & Mohamad for your kind, gentle, nourishing, caring and constancy in a world gone off the rails. Lights-off moments in mini meditation, held off until we felt safer, gave us the small yet powerful pieces of peace to take to our mats and shelters. You have reminded us that we have the power to stand in the center of our own peace. You are in our hearts always.
To Project Hope: Thank you for being. The gift of the creation of your existence gave us, survivors of superstorm sandy, a much needed light on a path through the darkness of our great losses; our homes, community and lives as we knew them.
by Florence Ondré 8/5/13
Project Hope has helped us cope With surviving superstorm sandy
Victim’s pace given space Unwrapped us like Halloween candy
Waves came in crashing; homes and lives smashing
In aftermath, sane was old news
Broken and bent; energy spent
We straggled in by ones and twos
Stranger than fiction, our stories of friction
Sparked up a new kind of flame
Within difference in some, rose a new kind of one
Acknowledging so much the same
A circle was born in piece-mealish form
Leading onward by gentlest crew
Sometimes we’re myopic and slightly off topic
Still one as we all muddle through
In rants, tears and raving, our own lives we’re saving
While feeling we’ve gone down the drain
A labrynthian reeling without any ceiling
Upheaves every cell of our brain
Rules change hours by day; in Machiavellian way
To hamper and truncate our path
Driven b.s. crazy, we’re a little less hazy
By Monday night’s sharing our wrath
Overwhelming sadness gains glimpses of gladness
With topics for practising focus
Unravelling together helps us all weather
Seeing real under pure hocus pocus
We curse worse than sailors; we’re weepers and wailers
Losers of faith, family, friends
We’re tattered and torn; on winds of change shorn
Of all we thought we could depend
Each week we unfold; heart warm from the cold
Tentative, baby skin new
Bedraggled and strange; shocked, rearranged
With courage, we show up the few
Patience at nil; in repetitive drill
It can look like we’re stuck in the mud
Then just when we’re weary of hearing things dreary
Insight can land with a thud
Understanding arises with smiles and surprises
Just when we think that we’re done
The importance we share is the fact that we care
When the rest of the world’s cut and run
Recovery’s brutal with not much in neutral
Nothing of rest or reprieve
With lies and deceit the dim, daily treat
Monday night is our one sure relieve
We can say what we wouldn’t in couldn’t and shouldn’t
Honesty down to the core
Without judge and jury, emptying sorrow and fury
Eases this surgical chore
A word on an easel helps with retrieval
Of strengths we’ve forgotten we had
Giving us pause and plausible cause
To see our inner good in a mountain of bad
In this circle, there’s quiet, weird rhythm and riot
As we talk, listen, flail and sit still
The longer we stay, we learn each in our own way
That the road is not always uphill
And if only brief moment in constant, contentious foment
There’s a place to speak honest, truth, free
Here victims can rise through any storm skies
To become victors eventually.
Thank you, Chris, Jackie & Mohamad for your kind, gentle, nourishing, caring and constancy in a world gone off the rails. Lights-off moments in mini meditation, held off until we felt safer, gave us the small yet powerful pieces of peace to take to our mats and shelters. You have reminded us that we have the power to stand in the center of our own peace. You are in our hearts always.
To Project Hope: Thank you for being. The gift of the creation of your existence gave us, survivors of superstorm sandy, a much needed light on a path through the darkness of our great losses; our homes, community and lives as we knew them.